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24 February 2006
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this is gonna be a long post. i have a lot to say!firstly, to my dear dear girl. darling, i know that i'm not losing you. i really do. i wanna clear all the doubts in your heart. i know he can never steal you away from me. i'm sorry the lyrics were like that. i'm sorry you drank too much on that day ; and on that particular day, i had to let you read the lyrics. i don't want you to think that i still think he's gonna steal you away. actually, i regret saying those words to you. it just made you.. different. i want my old dear back. who never had to worry about me. i know i'm never losing you. i'm sorry i made you cry. i've always loved you ; and will never stop doing so. (: next, to my dear twin. i really miss you. imagine, we're just in the same class for like, a year. we never had any fights. finding so much common stuff btw us. that's just mad. you're my twin & i love you. i miss going to the library with you. and just talking crap and all those neoprints! i'll make sure after O's, we're gonna go mad just going out. and dear, rumor has it! watch together okay! we promised. erh, did we? NVM. i wanna watch it with you! =) ILY. today was .. oh wells. only some parts are interesting enuff. during recess, it was chaotic. nette, dong and me were talking! plus sherman. sherman kept speaking up for her. let me say this again. if i betrayed someone, i would understand her actions for casting me aside, for not talking to me. afterall, i did her wrong. i would understand if she insulted me; if she scolded me; if she said vulgarities to me. i wouldnt blame her cos i did betray her afterall. and take note, i said IF. now, don't you go and start all your shit. saying how pitiful she is. she put herself in this position, she betrayed me. and i trusted her. afterall, i thot she was a nice person. bullshit. now i know. she's a fucker, who is not worthy of my friendship, respect or forgiveness. she doesn't even wanna clarify with us what happen. so, mr smartpants-sherman spoke up for her ; saying he finds her pitiful. so this is what happens when you irritate me. yana : [shouting] you pity her so much, you go stead with her lah. sherman : ... nette : woi. pple all looking lah. i turned and saw, everyone in the canteen staring. esp the hafith grp. yana : [pissedoff] whateverlah. don't you ever irritate me by speaking up for her. don't you dare. fucking bitch. see lah, go befriend that sand right. see what becomes of you, when you mix around with the wrong people. actually, befriending guys is much much better than befriending those kinda cheap girls. you know why? at least, guys don't teach you to be bitches. and some of you ; i know you may find that sand bitch very nice.but take note, she crossed my path. she made me angry. she said i was pretentious. so don't you start preaching to me how nice she can be. everyone has their bad side. and i saw hers. and i hate it. i don't like people who judge me before knowing me ; calling me pretentious and whateverdumbfuck they can come up with. and i HATE her. end of story. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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